Living in a great life

So previous post i said im going to berlin. i actually am going to beijing,china. Im in an international school here.

So the title says "living in a great life" why do i say this? ok so previously i was upset that im leaving my friends.i try not to bring this up or else i'll be in tears. I do love my friends so much that i left them a short message before i leave (so cliche).And blablabla i'm now living in beijing now. I'm gonna talk about the school

im telling this in case you care.. haha that previously i went to the local high school in indonesia.and well..it was quite a bit of every emotion throwed up into together. there was so much love that i experience(then agian..not boys) and there was so much hate and sadness.

Well , before i moved here, i was afraid will i be living in a happy life?well here's the answer, yes.

there are ups and down about it so basically in my previous school every high school nightmare is in there. again..ifyoucare... I was sort of "bullied" in high school by some of my "popular" friends.
why? because i didnt have a lot of friends from my grade and i always go grab food alone and eat alone(no im not exaggerating,ask my old friend if ya dont belive me;P).here's are the things they did ifyoucare:

they made fun of me by making jokes about me
They once asked me if im their friends because i was playing with my friends from the lower grades.and they sort of intimidate me which sort of..insulting me in a different way where i ended up crying like a bitch
They always respond with a really unpleasant replies Unless they want something from me(since i sort of know musical stuffs and technology) they suddenly became nicer when they want something(wtf rite)
and i was always excluded from everything(my grade stuffs,almost everything..but im used to it kind of and thats why i was always rely on my juniors as my good friends because they love me (HAHA) no but seriously tho..they're better..WAAAAY),now this story is the one that breaks my heart THeeeee most,once my classmates wanted to go to a haunted house fun house thingy to have fun , and i was like "hey i wanna come too!" and they responded with a bitter smile and said yes i didnt think of anything negative that time so yeah.So i asked when do we meet and what time.they responded at 6pm at mcdonalds,so i waited there from 5-7 and i didnt see anyone then i texted them and they said that they already went to the place .with no reason i hear that they actually dont want me..(till this very day i don't know why..and the good thing is that i'm still in a good relationship with dem people that ditched me..) so i stood there and cried and i was reallyreallyrealllllyyyyyyy depressed

BUT LUCKILY.

where i'm living here now in (BWYA school)  my friends are FANTASTIC!!! we're all the same there is no differentiate in our community. even tho not everyone can get along with everyone, they prefer to keep their opinions themselves. on worse cases its not going to be as worse as my old school lol.
I was greeted so nicely with friends and the boys are really nice(which doesnt work from where i'm from HA.) which is so mindblowing.people are so so so nice this is so amazing. im sure im gonna love going to school (exclude math and homeworks..i mean..who loves them anyways?)  there are so much wonderful things i would like to tell but i can't seem to get it into words cause there are too many!!.

I already love my friends and it feels like i know them for so long(which is only a month..) i would love to say i love them but its too early! but i could..i would!!!

Don't give up in life guys.as u see from my previous life...it wasnt really good,was it? . no but here i am going uphill with my life! better and better. i almost lose hope in society and friends...until i came here. i knew god sent me here for a reason! (: